Alright, well I'm sitting here are work practically bored to death. Nobody is talking to me on aim, and practically every site in the company's network is blocked. So no myspace, no games, no youtube, nothing. Rather disappointing I must say. I have about 30 minutes left before I depart this wonderful place I call work, so I thought I would spend some time and post a completely useless thread. What should I rant about though? Hmm well, I've been doing some thinking about life, and it seems like everything is working out rather well, but there are still some rough edges that need to be worked out. All in all, I am able to say that I am happy with life. Sometimes, I forget where I'm going, and what my dreams are, but I'm quickly reminded of my goals with the support of my girlfriend. I have no idea what I would do without her sometimes. I realize that my goals are just getting started and I'm really working hard to achieve every single one of them, but it's going to be awhile before I will be able to do that. There is a lot more schooling in my future. But, things are going to work out in the end, they always do . So for now, all I can do is take life one step at a time.

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thats one thing i would work on. i believe its important to be able to be independent in more ways than one; financially, emotionally, etc. make sure you are motivated towards your goals for yourself, not for her or anyone else. girls come and go (and for that matter, friends and even family), especially when your young, which i presume. other than that, pretty solid mindset you have.

This post has been edited by celicaST: Dec 6, 2007 - 1:04 AM

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Well It's not like I'm dependant on anyone. I can be completely independant if I wanted to be, and I feel as I am. If I were to say, "I could never live without french fries.", it shouldn't be taken literally, however, I really do love french fries and prefer not to live without them.

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so what your saying is your girlfriend is like a really good frech fry?

No. He's making a metaphor about how he wants to put ketchup on his girlfriend.

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We prefer dessert-like things over condiments, like chocolate syrup, or whipped cream.

This post has been edited by nyhotmama: Dec 6, 2007 - 7:22 PM

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ON FRYSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!????????????????????????????????????

im sitting here trying to think of how thats tasty......so fare nothings coming to me.

But to each its own.

Oh
my
god


....there isn't a smiley that expresses how I feel right now.

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maybe a mix between these?

I actually like ranch on my fries, and my gf on me. mhm

^^^^^^^^^har har har

quite the truth bud

even the ranch part.

This thread delivers! Thanks bud, it was a good read and very refreshing to see someone with such a great outlook on life

Ok so I'm done with work again and here are my adventures and thoughts for today 12-07-07. Well, my friend, I won't reveal his name for his own protection, but well, he just got scammed. Basically, idk how it happened or how he fell for this, but he's basically in some troubles. One of his homegirls told him that she knew this guy that worked for some company or w/e and he was basically writing checks and giving away money or something i have no idea. But basically what happened is he writes my friend a check for $5,000, tells him to deposit it and withdrawal $3,000 and my friend can keep the rest. Well so he did this, and my friend already spent like $1,300 of the $2,000. But when I heard what had happened, i told my friend he was an idiot, because this scam has been going on for years. Basically, they give you a fake check, and then ask you to withdrawal money for them, and make you THINK that you have money and everything is cool, until a few days later when the bank finds out that it is a fake check. Once the bank finds out, they are going to charge my friend for all the money because the guy that wrote him the check took off. Gosh, some people...



Oh besides that, let's see here. I had a hospital appointment today :x. It was kinda scarey, and I'm waiting for the official results. It's not looking good. But that doesn't get me down . Haha I still have a Celica and a bottle of water mhm. And i didn't get scammed $5,000 so it's all good. Haha, i've tried to tell my friends but idk, before i get to say anything it's always like "hey i gtg, i'll call you back k?". And bleh oh bleh, feels like im in this alone, wish people would just stick around and hear me out . Haha oh well what can i do about that ya know? So it's almost christmas guys! who's excited!? I am.....spending it alone haha. .

Well you started it now finish. cant just right a noval like that and not finish. im listening, or atleast reading. What was the hosptial thing about?

Haha hospital stuff isn't 6gc talk. This is a happy land where nothing is wrong mhm haha. I'll be fine, thanks for the concern though or atleast the interest . You know what does kinda get me down though. They told me that I might not be able to play the guitar again . Grrr I'm going to prove them wrong mhm! I'm going to keep trying and trying. My strumming pattern is kinda messed up haha, but my chords are amazing! haha. But I wont give up!

dont forget about that $3.80 oil filter! wooo

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ehem! It was $3.83! Don't try to scam me too Jeff! These are genuine toyota parts we are talking about, not knock off haha.

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thats messed up, you get everyone excited about some hospital horror. but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. well i guess the right thing to say could be that i hope everything is ok and hope you get better.. well there i said it

And from what i can see everyone talks about everything on this Forum and about half the time the posts are about something being broken, cracked, slit, smashed, striped, flat, and so on. so

PS
Please disregard this message if you are trying to be serious.

It's soo nerve wrecking sitting here waiting for the results :x. I actually have no idea when i will get the call haha. Basically my brain, it goes owie, and then i go oh crap i can't survive oh no too bad so sad . haha. It was good while it lasted right? Basically the question of the night is, where are you when i need you the most?

Ok so I couldn't sit at home and wait any longer. There was no way I was going to sleep, so I went up to Azusa canyon again, it's where i go to unwind, not even by driving, but just enjoy the silence and think. My life is falling apart but I'm holding it together. I'm not doing it for anyone else, I'm doing it for myself, and I need to keep on fighting. Tonight in the canyons was different. It's actually a VERY interesting story, and this might be borderline "general discussion" rather than "off topic" haha. So I was just sitting, reminicing on life and how things got this way. I heard a car coming and it pulls up behind me. So basically this late, I figure, oh great, a cop telling me to get out of here. The thing about it was that, it wasn't a cop. It was another driver, but the interesting thing was, that it was a Celica, which is probably why it stopped by me. All I saw at first were bright lights, but I soon reconized the headlights. It was actually another 6gc in the canyons. I had never been up in the canyons on a Friday night, I don't like to go up there on weekends because it's dangerous. But anyways, it's a blue (or purple [i'm colorblind]) 6gc coupe. But it was different than any other blue i've seen on a 6gc, it was like a dark blue. 94/95 spec bumper, and yeah. So im like wow cool, now what is this guy going to tell me? Here's where the story gets interesting. The engine shuts off, the lights turn off, and guess what? It's not a guy. She get's out of the car and tells me she saw me driving on the way up so she turned around to follow me. Basically the conversation went like.

MaskedMan: Hey, what's up?
MysteryGirl: Hi! I was driving down the mountains and saw your headlights and decided to turn around.
MaskedMan: Really? I've been up here for awhile now, it took you that long to turn around?
MysteryGirl: Well I wasn't sure if you were a Celica at first or if I should go after you.
MaskedMan: Sorry I have a gf, I don't need anymore stalkers.
MysteryGirl: That's fine I'm only interested in your car.
MaskedMan: Sorry your not it's type.
MysteryGirl: Really? That's a shame? So what type does your car go after?
MaskedMan: My car is shallow, it only like's good looking Celicas.
MysteryGirl: What!? Your saying my Celica doesn't look good!?
MaskedMan: Well maybe if you lowered it, it wouldn't be 3 feet off the ground.
MysteryGirl: Hey! It's lowered! Well pshh, it's what's on the inside that counts anyways.
MaskedMan: Oh, haha alright right on, so what's under your hood?
MysteryGirl: hmmm You show me yours, I'll show you mine.
MaskedMan: I have a bunch of slowness under my hood, you don't wanna see.
MysteryGirl: Aww, and I thought your celica was worth seeing too.
MaskedMan: Well, it's not. So what about you?
MysteryGirl: I'm always worth seeing ^_~v.
MaskedMan: -_-*.... So doesn't look like you have anything done to the outside of your Celica.
MysteryGirl: Nope, I don't have that much money.
MaskedMan: Well I like your hubcaps, are those JDM?
MysteryGirl: Haha, they sure are ^_^. I imported them.
MaskedMan: So what do you want to do to it?
MysteryGirl: I'm not sure yet, I want it to go faster.
MaskedMan: Join the club.
MysteryGirl: It's good for now, I just got it not that long ago. I have a DVD player in it!
MaskedMan: Well that's a start. I have one too.
MysteryGirl: Do you just wanna trade cars please?
MaskedMan: I'll think about it.
MysteryGirl: Really!?
MaskedMan: No.
MysteryGirl: Dammit man haha.
MaskedMan: So what are you doing up here so late?
MysteryGirl: Oh, well, I was on my way home, but I saw you so, yeah.
MaskedMan: Oh that's nice, so you usually stalk people in the mountains?
MysteryGirl: All the time yo.
MaskedMan: Gosh, I don't feel so special anymore.
MysteryGirl: Haha alright well, I gotta get going. nice to meet you.
MaskedMan: Alright cool cool, have a good nite.
MysteryGirl: See you at the bottom?
MaskedMan: Errrr, yeah I should be getting home anyways, it's getting late.
MysteryGirl: Alright I hope you can keep up
MaskedMan: I'll try.

The convo went something like that, there was more but it was mainly jibber jabber. Talk like 3sgte and my Tein suspension and what not and me explaining every question thrown at me, "ooOo! where did you get your yellow high beams!?", "how much did this all cost you!?".

So anyways, we're driving down the mountain, and she actually takes off on me. So I give chase, but only there's one problem. I couldn't keep up! That was a huge punch in the face because Azusa Canyon isn't a very difficult canyon to run. Most of the curves are wide, but there are a few sharp ones. She actually lost me...T.T

So I didn't see her for the rest of the night, but you know what I always forget to do? I forgot to get her name! Wait I think she told me... but I don't remember it at all hahaha it's fine, I probably will never see her again anyways. But this has given me new challenges. All this time I actually thought I was rather good in terms of handling, but tonite I totally got a slap in the face. I'm inspired to get those sway bars in now and get a stickier set of tires mhm. So I'm home now and I'm ready to go to sleep after a wierd night like tonight haha. Wow that was a long story haha. But you know what I realized tonight? That I am completely happy with what I have in life. A year ago, I may have been totally interested in this Celica girl, but now, I couldn't be happier with my girlfriend and the way my life is . I think I finally figured out life.

good story, but she must of not been good looking if you cant remember her name. thats always a sign

She was an asian girl thats all i remember. MaskedMan is not interested nope nope

*slap*

I THINK her name was.....I wanna go with Amy? Anyways, just imagine an small asian girl, about 5' tall, some colors in her hair, and wearing a hoodie. I would have told her about 6gc.net, but I can never find a way to work that into a conversation with another 6th gen owner haha oh well. So I think I figured it out how she lost me! Ok, so it was raining that day (yeah I know, great time to go to the canyons right? haha) It wasn't raining when I was up there but things were still wet. At worst there was a small drizzle, but nothing major. So my conclusion is that my tires are bald which is why I was not able to grip in the canyons that night. So in a dry condition I should be able to keep up! Haha I've given it too much thought dammit haha.

*hard slap*

Alright guys, change of subject, my mind is driving me crazy .

I feel like I'm two separate guys inside, and it's tearing me apart.

The first guy wants this really exciting life, wants to be single and doesn't have a care in the world. He can't be emotionally hurt because he just doesn't care. He moves on from things very often and is really strong willed. He just wants to go out and have a good time. He wants to go out and party and just forget about everything and basically enjoy being young.

The second guy wants to settle down, he wants to get married, he wants a family. He always does the right thing and he actually cares about what happens in the future. He has strong morals and goals in life but is so afraid of being put down or abandoned he is afraid to make a move. He's so confused right now he just doesn't want to be here.

I'm incredibly confused right now going back and fourth and back and fourth. It's not that I want to be single, I know that I don't, but It's a common practice for me to erase my life and start fresh every year. With new friends, a new life, a new me. Why do I do this? Because I always feel like I mess things up soo bad. I over think a lot of things, but I just have no idea what I want to do. I could mess up an entirely good thing just because of stupid stuff I do. I feel like I'm so messed up right now. For the past week, all I've felt like doing is sleeping and not being part of the world, and not having any friends, I don't even want to see any of my family as of right now. For Christmas and New Years I just want to spend it alone, in bed, under my covers with my eyes closed and in silence. I have these highs and lows in life, and yeah, It's not like I'm having a bad day or anything. I don't like to have bad days, no one does, but i always make the best out of them. I guess I'm just really confused right now and I wish things were simple again ya know? I guess I've just never been at THIS point in my life since I've always reset everything. I've never had a real friend, or a real relationship and I guess I'm afraid becuase I've never had to deal with anything this big, and It scares me. I never had to deal with feelings or love or regret or any of this . I feel like I've lost everything I stood for and I feel like I need to find a new meaning in life. I need a reason to go on..

Wow I realized how dramatic I just sounded after that last sentence. Really, no I'm not emo or anything haha, I'm just so confused inside and I have no idea what to do and feel like I needed to vent a little of it out before I went crazy haha.

work on that game, player. lol. that was terrible.

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wtf are you talking about? is there some sort of game i'm supposed to be playing?

wow haha ur first post was interesting, haha somewhat reminded me of Initial D for some odd reason....hahahahaha hmm.. this asian chick look cute? damn man u shoulda called me to go up there too!!! >_<