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QUOTE (kurt95gt @ Oct 20, 2013 - 11:59 PM)

>Thought you already ordered a 1mz harness from tweak??
That's what you told me on the phone anyway.......
It's all set up to order,,I've filled out the paperwork, boxed up the harnesses, and have the credit card opened for business, I just have to part with the money, and there's so much more I could do with the money than spend it on something twice. That would mean I spent almost $1200 on wiring. Ouch.
I want to do it, but I feel like my deficiency with wiring will harm me later in life, so Ineed to at least attempt it. If I botch it, Iat least tried, and then I'll pony up.
I could afford the $850 or so for a new one, but like I also said, I'm wiring deficient. I had to learn how to weld to finish some aspects of the project, I need to learn how to read a wiring diagram.
Right about now, I'm at the proving things to myself stage, and to fail to learn how to read a wiring diagram means I'm failing myself, the car, and others who are in my boat.
I'm glad Box can help me better understand the diagrams, because aside from my harness builder telling me I need a resistor to step from 12V to 8V on the COR, I'm kinda lost.
I damn near trade the car, and Ihave this stunning moment of clarity about the whole deal. When I started this project, I couldn't weld. Now Ican weld anything with the best of them. I couldn't design something, but I ended up researching an alternative option for fabricating a carrier mount bracket. I didn't know a lot of things I know now, and to basically throw away my canvas for what I've learned would be a crime.
Wait until I learn bodywork, I'm predicting that'll ocme out well too. Just need to pick up some bumpers and I can start on that. Have the fenders and doors already. A color change is imminent, but to what I will decide later.
I have a very, very short attention span, and that is my downfall. However, they make pills for that, and I gotta get me some so Ican actually focus on the car. Things like baseball, girls, and life cause me to run the train right off the tracks.
I think I'm just frustrated Idon't have a harness yet, and I'm tired of seeing her lifeless.
Time to burn one and sleep for a while. These racing thoughts of what is and how it should be keep me awake and restless. I feel like I haven't slept in weeks with all that's going on. I'm pretty much living in my car, I don't have my best friend anymore, and I'm tired of always coming in last or not at all. I mean, at this point, Ifeel like throwing in the towel and saying screw it all. I'm at a standstill with a lot of aspects in life, and Ihate that.